dear him

Dear him,
ok..pass all the threat wisely.
never give up.
ur a warrior...
great.

koq jadi melow gini sih.
Finally i must facing this fase which is annoying. but i must. i have to pass it.
menyebalkan krn lebih berat dr pertandingan apapun di dunia.
Mending ikut lomba cerdas cermat, lomba marathon, lomba apa aja deh...apa aja..kompetisi yg menantang hayuuu aja deh..tp kl yg ini....aaahhhhh...tiddaaakkkk...

and one more,
Struggle..
mending ikut ujian masuk kampus lagi deh...deg-deg-an nya ga gila ky gini.

can u imagine...could u felt it...?
everyday..everytime.... hal itu muncul...how terrible....!

bingung jg nulisnya.
it's possible he read this...
ouwhh..huu..huu...


Ya Allah....

helppp meeee....


he's so perfect in my eyes....

u know..that...What U Think is What U Get...
and i was done that.

but one think is not yet..coz we must know and must teach him about the rules here...


I was dream about my dream prince...
he must SMART, mature, humorous, gentle, dilligent,leader,cool,target oriented, future oriented, charismatic, wise, charm, gorgeous, active, ...yeah reads a lot of...
But it's true..i was found like that. And u know, all criteria and also......his FACE is really a type that i love it so much.
But...it's not easy...

Ga smudah itu juga stlh qt ktmu pangeran impian qt.
Pertama: tentu aja pangeran impian yg ideal itu tentunya ideal pula buat org lain jg....hiks...
Kedua : siapa gw... just nu comer..nubiez...
Ketiga : liat aja yg Kedua...itu jg ud cukup menjelaskan.

Wujud itu nyata. ga cuma bayangan aja. ada di depan mata aq. tp aq ga bisa mnyentuhnya (hey bkn nyolek-nyolek ya maksudnya)...aq ga bisa sentuh hatinya.

Tp aq sangat BERSYUKUR, krn ada ALLAH di hatinya..it's enough for me. i'm proud of him.
My proudly son...make me proud.

tp ada yg kurang yg kamu blm lakukan. i wait ur sacrifice...we wait that moment.. which one u choose...
wish ur a wise person.
take that decision wisely.

The Destiny is...
in His notes....u born as my son.

thanks ALLAH make him be my son.
Wish he grow up as good as his spirit. wish he will be Your best creature. Amien.

Yeah, maybe i hope more than....
it just a pray.

but sincerity it must..i have to build it.